June 26, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
sometimes, i try to look on the positive side. but, as much as i've tried. i failed, yet again. that is why i hate myself right now. i always wonder and ask myself, what is exactly wrong with me. issit the attitude? the way i talk? the way i walk? the way i behave? i mean, c'mon. no one is perfect! get that sentence fixed in your damn mind and enjoy life. you aint any better too! -.-"

i miss J-BOT so much.
i've never miss them so much like this before.
i really really miss them.
if i were to bumped into one of them, i would run and shout their name.
and like scream so loud cause i miss them that much.
gosh, the first thing i wanna talk to them when i saw them is,
"sume maseh single ke attach?" hahaha. i think we all will know each other's answer.
or will we, Suriani ? ahaha. she's one secretive lad.
anyway, i miss them so much.
what i cannot wait for is, talk and share my problems with them.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
aint gonna back down. xD

right now, i've talked to some of my friends to cheer myself up. for example, Aqil, Nasrulhaq, Suriani, Qistina and also, Cousin Sophie. all of them really helped me cheer up and gave me useful advices. for those of you who just know me, guess what? i've never been in this situation before and if you read my history, none of my posts is as emo/lame as these two(bottom! and this one). damn, i'm so thankful i have such wonderful, awesome, funny, outgoing, chilling, calming, helpful, lame friends. I LOVE YOU ALL.
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