finally, exams are over. lets partaayyy! just for awhile though. but still, we can care about the results once we got it. sigh, i think i didnt do well for my EOY. especially Maths. both paper is a killer! as for Social Studies, i really did my best. really, i did my very best. well, every paper i did my very best though. so, hope that i got positive outcomes eh.

*side track abit.*
i just gotta let this out. i know thats your attitude. maybe this is how you used to behave at home, so thats why you're used to it. but hello! you're now back to square one, living in your yourparent's house. as far as i'm concern, they have rules and i believe it still applies no matter how old you are, 40? 50? cause you're still living under their roof. yes, its true. all of you guys contribute money to help pay the bills, so what? there's still rules no matter what. when will you realise? you didnt do the dishes once you're done eating. you didnt make the bed after you wake up. you didnt help with the plates after we had lunch/dinner together. what did you do instead? go straight away to the room, lie on the bed and talk on the phone. he's waaayy important than your daughter right? you know what? i think you're just thinking about yourself all the time. you dont care that your daughter misses her dad's company. all you care is the hatred towards him and you dont wanna see his face ever. to me, you're one selfish lady. no wonder it runs in the family. i mean, your family. i remember that you helped clean the bedroom, and you asked for my help with that voice. and then you scolded me cause i was being rude. i am being rude cause i dont like how you approached me, damn it. i know i'm the youngest, but what the hell? must you use that tone on me? come on, imagine you're in my shoes and i'm talking to you like that. for sure, you'll be rude to me since your attitude sucks. i think its true what someone says, "its just the first time she helped us clean, and she's already scolding people." i've decided to stop here, cause i know the list wont end. i know you're my flesh and blood, but hello. I HAVE FEELINGS. i repeat, I HAVE FEELINGS, SO DOES EVERYONE. i couldnt take it anymore, so i turned to the eldest about this. she advice me not to talk about it cause the more i talked about it, the more mad i'm gonna get. but sometimes i just gotta let it out! i just hope you realise, one day. the sooner, the freaking better. and yes, i'm referring to my sister, er so? i think i gotta repeat this one more time, I HAVE FEELINGS, SO DOES EVERYONE. PUT THAT IN YOUR FREAKISHLY TINY 'KERAS-KEPALE' HEAD. no wonder mom always give up when talking to you.

sorry, i just gotta let that feeling out. eventhough i typed everything out on the top paragraph, i still feel the madness in me. gosh! darn, seriously. i cant stand it no more. go to hell.