these few days, i've been thinking about the days when i was in Mecca and Madinah. to be frank, Madinah not much. mostly its Mecca. cause, when i was there, my heart felt calm. i felt like as if i can do whatever i want. as if that all my problems were solved. i felt that i am faaaaaaaaaar away from whatever shitszxz that happened in Singapore. i was actually, literally. but seriously, i felt as calm as ever! i can cry everytime i think of that moment.

need to be strong. insyaAllah, next year.
oh! & Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!