feeling so down. i seldom feel lonely and feel that no one needs me. it might be true. in my life, i try not to look things on the positive side, even if i told others to. to me, looking on the positive side will give you high hopes, which you know that in the end, it will break down to pieces. so thats how i roll. many have asked why i'm sad, but i just dont have the answer. maybe there is, but i dont know which one. sighhhh.

just wanna thank Paolo, Aqil and Aisha for caring and listening. Aisha, thanks for the concern. like i said, idk what makes me sad. Aqil, thanks for making me feel better. with your oh-so-stupid jokes. aku tak kutok kau dh bagos eh, aku sabar jer! hehehe. and Paolo, thanks ah brudder. thanks for listening and giving examples. you had your turn, and now its mine! hahaha.

maybe i'm destined to be alone? sigh.