combined science common test was such a pain in the ass. i made lots, and i mean lots of careless mistakes. i hate myself for this. i should've checked the whole paper. damn it. its like, i let the marks fly pass me. i just gotta do well next time and learn from my mistakes. and i gotta stayback tomorrow and take a re-test eventhough i didnt fail for my Maths test. why? cause Abloy, my partner, failed. i dont mind staying back, but i just dont have the energy to think about maths questions no more!

furthermore, sometimes i feel pressured, even at home. i thought that i could rest, have some peace once i reached home from school. but, it didnt turned out like i wanted. instead, i'm being told to do this and that. tidy up the room, kitchen, living room. i know i shouldn't be complaining cause there's no one else at home helping mom. but atleast, spare a thought. i've been studying very hard for almost 12 hours. atleast low down your tone or stop screaming and nagging. it hurts lah, c'mon.

i'm just gonna remain quiet and pretend i dont care eventhough i'm screaming deep down. i just hope there's someone i could talk to. someone who's reliable, can be taken seriously. maybe, i just need you back? hmm.