"Jangan putus asa, tapi jangan jahat pula.
Kalau ingin putuskan hubungan mereka,
lupakan sudah sekarang juga.
Takkan pula, ku buat begitu.
Dia tak buta, dan aku tak begitu.
Dia baik hati, lakinya yang sombong.
Kalau niatku jahat buat 'pa ku mintak tolong, kan?
Sekarang situasinya semakin hangat. Semakin hebat.
Ini yang ku suka bangat.
Relaku menunggu, walaupun berapa minggu.
Ataupun tahun, atau bila pun terpaksa menahan rindu.
Kerna ku tahu, kerna ku percaya bahawa, aku yang patut."

now, this song really suits my situation, dontcha think Suriani? hehe, been singing this song with her in school today. biase bro, kau part Alyph aku part Syariff. ^^, i was having difficulties exhaling just now morning. i have to force myself. Alhamdulillah, nothing bad happened to me. my mind couldnt stop thinking about lots of things these few days. yes, i'm stress. but i just love to hide it. all i want to do is make other people smile. i dont mind if i have to suffer.

okay, should i confess or not? part of me said i should, while the other part is really against it. i dont know what to do. thinking negatively has always been my thing. so, no point telling me to 'think positively'. aint gonna work, honey.

private blog is up, and i am so happy to post all that was left unsaid. and believe me, i think the posts there are gonna be of the same topic; MY CRUSH. hehehe, ok i so the gatal to the maksima. okgoodnight! another crap entry.