I'm pretty excited to go to school tomorrow. I miss my friends, I miss my classmates alot. Maybe because I'm used to spending half of my day with them before the holidays. Well, nevertheless, I love them. They're like my third family. Second is ofcourse lovelies, hehe! I've already ironed my uniform, packed my bag, socks and shoes are ready. Semangat sekolah! I can't wait to go to school. Let's just hope I can wake up on time, since I've been sleeping quite late during the holidays. Late as in, 2-4AM late. Oh, and also lets hope I won't sweat like a pig during flag raising. Please weather, be good tomorrow morning..

I pitied my mom. She has to clean the house, look after little niece, serve my father. Sometimes, I feel like bringing her out to somewhere she'll enjoy. But sadly, I can't. I don't have the money to cause I'm just a 16 year old student. Believe me, if I have the money, I will bring both my parents out for a day off. Treat them to something nice, some place nice to eat, and also maybe treat them to a massage. Cause they really needed that, after all the cleaning and work they have done at home, for my mom atleast. But seriously, if I am given the money, I will seriously bring them. That is why I feel like working. I feel like supporting the family, my parents who are unemployed. Cause, I realised that whatever we do or spent on them, we simply can't pay back what they have done for us for the past years. How difficult it is for them to bring us up, how they find money to feed us, provide us shelter and clothing. Gosh, I really love them with all my heart and respect them. Everyday, seeing my parents alive, happy and healthy really makes my day. It also pushes me to live my life to the fullest. Cause we don't know when is the last time we're gonna see them alive. Alhamdulillah for everything that HE have blessed us. Thanks Allah, for your blessings and giving us the health and patience to go through days of our lives. I love my parents, nuff said.

That might be a pretty heavy paragraph but I was just saying what I'm feeling. Yes, I'm a family person. I choose family over friends cause they matter the most. Some of you who read the whole of this entry, which I don't think there's alot, I really wanna thank you. Thanks for reading what I'm feeling cause it means alot that someone actually take their time off their lives to read my blabbering. Whatever it is or however you put it, I really would wanna thank you, so much.

Can't wait to read my new book that Qistina bought me just now. Thanks a bunch, Qis! I am really excited to find out what book you got me. Heheheh! Sorry for the heavy post. Well, whatever I don't think anyone reads it anyway. Assalamualaikum.