Something happened just now, which made Mom talked to me about the things above. She told me not to get into relationships too early. Don't waste my time with all of those stuffs. It's gonna make my life difficult as if I was involved in one, I'll feel like I'm in control. I have to report to the significant other about my whereabouts, even to the toilet. What Mom said actually made sense. She also told me not to waste my time to actually find love, as Allah already determine who it'll be. The conversation almost brought me to tears, as I felt guilty one way or another. Maybe, from now I should fill up my time wisely. Clear the thoughts of relationships, and actually do stuffs that I enjoy doing. I realised that there are tons of it! So, I guess I should really make full use of my time and life, as it will not last forever.