This is it. This is the year. I have to put 100% focus on my studies. Prelims is in a few days and it seems like everyone is not taking it TOO seriously. Even myself. I bet we're gonna work our butts off after we got the awful results for GE1. I betcha. Even so, I still haven't really put my fullest effort towards studies. Ever since the tragedy happened to me and family earlier this year, the spirit of doing well for my O's faded away instantly. I don't see any point doing well. I just feel like being a good Muslim and worship to the Almighty is my first priority. To be frank, up till now I still see no use of doing well in studies when in actual fact all of them is useless and wont help me in the afterlife. I think I will just do what I feel is right for myself and won't care about others' opinions.

As for now, I have to do my very best in everything. InsyaAllah.