So last Tuesday, I lost yet another love one. It was kinda expected seeing the condition she was in before the depart. She was weak, very. Alot of thoughts were also stuck in her head, making her feeling down and weak almost all the time. But, Alhamdulillah, my family and I get to spend the last 2 weeks with her, because she was staying over at my parent's place. I must say its a pity seeing her at the stage she was in. I kept telling myself not to get too hard on her. Don't ever get angry when she asked the same questions over and over again. Not to take it to heart if she kept asking to do this and that, cause somehow I kinda had a feeling I'll miss doing it when she's gone. 

Another plus was, she managed to see her daughters and family gather at my place, like how we used to. Laughing and joking around. Although she didnt respond that much, I bet she's smiling deep inside. About an hour or two later, she had to go. She was being called by the Angels. It was my first time witnessing a life being taken right before my eyes. It was scary yet sad. Tears started to roll down everyone's eyes. But I believe she's in a better place now. She don't have to worry no more, about this cruel world and all the thoughts that lingers in her mind all the time. I'm just happy that she don't have to worry about a single thing now. She's safe. Now, all I, we, could do is pray for her. InsyaAllah. I love you, Nek. I'm glad to have to serve you food, help you sit up and just spend time with you whenever I can. :')

We miss you already. Always will. We're reliving your memories already :')