You know those times when you feel all lonely, and nothing goes the way you wanted? That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. Something that made me happy, happiest as of this year, just ended like that. I know I should see this coming, but I didn't expect it to be this fast, this early. It made me cry and wonder what did I do wrong. Keeping it to myself is the best decision, I think. Maybe this is fate. Maybe it was meant to last this short. I accept, but as human I do feel sad. It hurts cause it's been awhile since I experienced this. Its been awhile. 

Peace be upon you.