When the topic of death comes about, I could only remember Abg Madir. That is by far the saddest experience I've had of someone's death. Mainly because I was SO close with him. Eventhough he's just my brother-in-law, I regard him as my own brother already. I see him almost everyday even before he married my sister. Its hard to put into words how much he meant to me and my family. Its just the heart yknow, really. Sometimes when I look at his picture, I'll be like, "Dah lama tak nampak Abg Madir." And all I could do is smile and think of all the fun times we had with him. Hope to meet you there, brotha insyaAllah. Miss ya.