Change, a big word for me actually. To be honest, I'm scared of change. I'm so scared of change that sometimes I over-think. I'm so scared of change that sometimes I get panic attacks just by the thought of it. I must say, I hate it when things have to change, especially when I'm already used to that particular situation. However, not all changes are bad. Some are good, better. But its really up to us if we're willing to take that step. For now, Alhamdulillah I love my life. And I dont want anything to change. Enough of the changes I get the past few years, both sad and happy. But hey, atleast it made me appreciate life more ;)

On another note, I've been really into my 'Malay' side now. Hehehe, malay songs, malay shows, malay movies, malay tweets ohemgee. But hey atleast its not something bad. To look on the positive side, its like a chance for me to buck up my Malay, no? Oh, and I also got my family (especially Dad) to watch Malaysian shows/comedies. Alhamdulillah they seem to enjoy it. I showed them mostly Sepah/Sepahtu's videos lah because yknow my they're my obsession heh! Ok, maybe not obsession. Hmm, minat? Anyway, they liked it! They find them funny. Hehe, Alhamdulillah. Speaking of Sepahtu, I'm now so excited for Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013! Its starting next week 15th Nov. Yippee, something to look forward every week!