Lately I've not been myself emotionally. Its hard and tough to put a strong front. A strong, happy, problem-free front. I may not look like I have the most amount of problems, but I must say I'm best at hiding it. I'm best at showing others that I'm fine. Yes, when I'm laughing I am happy. At that point of time, the thought of my 'problems' were forgotten for a moment. But it came back after the laughter's over. I've always tried to look on the positive side. Expressing my sadness and sharing my problems with people, I do that sometimes. But if its too personal, I just can't. I'm scared people will judge, I'm scared people will tease me. Because believe me you, I'm not the soft-expressive type among my friends. So, for me to come to them with that attitude, its just not me. I'd rather suffer in silence. But hey, this post by far has been depressing eh? Haha, ok time for some smiles!