Since the school holiday started, I've been busy. I bet most of you guys won't understand my term 'busy'. But I've been really busy at home. I've been helping my Mom babysitting all my nieces and nephews. It may not seem such a big deal for all of you but it really is a hard work! Especially when you have to do house chores too. Yknow I really feel like a housewife. Except that I have no husband to look forward to at the end of the day, except for a good rest hehe! Anyway, I've been thinking. What I'm experiencing right now is actually something special. Its actually something that not most girls my age get to experience, unless they have their own family ofcourse. I just feel like I was given this 'gift', like an early experience on motherhood. Yknow what they say, "Semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya." I shall enjoy this, cause I know I'll miss it when I don't have time for them anymore when school resumes. So much love for them, eventhough they're naughty sometimes tsk tsk. But hey, who can you blame? They're still kids ;)

Since my day is basically packed with kids, I can't go out anymore. Ok not really can't, but its hard to. The only time I can leave the house is after 6. Mom did say that if I want to go out with my friends, I can but the thought of leaving her with the kids, uh I just can't. I'd rather stay home and help her out. Still, I miss my friends! We dont meet that often anymore. One by one, busy with internship, work and basically life. Maybe I should get used to it. Maybe I should get used to us being grown ups and that our younger years are over. No time to waste time anymore. Welcome adult life. Oh yeah, I'm 20 already! Ugh.

I've been listening songs on Spotify recently. I've heard it before but never got the chance to check it out. Then I did, and I loved it! Everything you want to listen to, Spotify has it! From old songs to new. And as you know me, the first playlist I went to search on was those old songs you used to listen to when you're in primary school. And yes, it brought back so so much memories. Hehe! I am now currently on Spotify too, entertaining myself (and ears) with the soulful beautiful voice of my David hehehe