School's starting very soon and I am not ready physically, mentally, emotionally and all the ly-ly. I can't wait for the next holidays already hehe. Well actually I can't wait to get over and done with with all the assignments lah. That's basically what is bugging me right now. The thought of having to complete it during your holidays is seriously a turn off. You can't really enjoy the holidays without having to think about school. Ugh, its alright. Suffer now, enjoy later! 

Yknow how you want to think positive but instead you'll think of all the negative things. Not because you're a negative person, but because you don't wanna get disappointed with all the high hopes you thought about before. Thats basically me all the time. I've always been called negative but maybe they don't understand my logic. Maybe no one understands. But thats what works best for me, so I'm gonna stick with it. And also getting all excited for something to happen may lead to disappointment too when it doesn't happen like the way you played it in your head. Well, this basically teaches me to just be patient, accept what and how the situation is and just cherish it be it good or bad. Yup, thats about it.